make it easier on the both of us...

bored

2008-02-07T22:41:45Z

1. How many people have you kissed since new years?
- just the same one i kissed on new years, Charlie.

2. What is today's date?
- February 7, 2008

3. What are you listening to or watching?
- Ellen

4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
- well, since its 5:18... i hope i'm sleeping!

5. Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated?
- it depends on my mood, sometimes yes, sometimes there's no way!

6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
- prolly the jeans im wearing right now, but other than that i'm not sure yet.

7. Wheres your girlfriend/boyfriend at?
- Charlie is prolly at the farm right now.

8. Are you on a desktop or laptop?
- laptop

9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
- I'm not sure!

10. Can you make yourself cry?
- if i think about sad things... sure.

11. What are you planning to do today?
- well, meet the girls for breakfast night, then come back and take a shower and watch tv. then go to bed.

12. Play an instrument?
- nope

13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- probably not, you live and learn.

14. What are your favorite colors?
- teal, navy, pink... and then i go through moods where i like a certain color a whole lot for a while.

15. Have you ever had your nails done?
- Yes.

17. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an M?
- Yes.

18. Have you ever passed out?
- i fainted once in the kitchen, after i had been laying out one day and was overheated.

19. What are you doing tomorrow?
- shopping, going by the apartment place to sign my lease renewal, going to hte tanning bed.

20. Are you easily confused?
- sometimes!

21. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
- Yes.

22. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
- Chocolate. but sometimes i crave strawberry, or cookie dough or something else.

25. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
- Yes,

26. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
- Yes, it is all my natural color.

27. What color are your socks right now?
- Navy with silver snowflakes, gray heels, and pink toes with a yellow seam. from American Eagle.

28. Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
- Yes! i hate that, therefore i usually am very hesitant to loan anything to anyone.

29. Do you fall for people easily?
- i'm not sure...

30. Everything happens for a reason?
- I like to think so.

31. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
- no, but i have "talked" to someone and then dated them later on.

32. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
- Stacey.

33. Last thing you got in the mail?
- Makeup brush from mom. lol.

36. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
- Sometimes.

37. When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top MySpace friends?
- dang... too long ago!

38. What are you listening to right now?
- nothing, Ellen is on tv w/ joey fatone right now.

39. How has the week been?
- It's been pretty good.

40. What do you like about the person you like?
- I love a lot about him. I like when we go to dinner together, or go to the beach. I like when he asks me about my day.

41. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
- Yeah.

42. What is your biggest turn off?
- bad hygiene, cocky-ness.

43. Who was the last person to sleep in your bed other than you?
- Charlie

44. Do you prefer being single or taken?
- taken

48. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- Everyday if i could.

49. What is the last movie you saw?
- Charlie and i watched Gone Baby Gone last weekend.

50. Missing anyone right now?
- Yes, very much so!

ARE YOU;
1. Perfect? nope
2. Tall?: yeah, i'm about 5'9 1/2.
3. In your pajamas?: no.
4. Left handed? right handed.

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Shoot... uhm... Whitney i guess.
2. Talked to on the phone: Mom.
3. Person to text you: Stacey.
4. Was today better than yesterday? about the same.

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 7, 14
2. Color: teal.
3. Food: chicken.
4. Place: beach.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: peed.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: just school work mostly.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: to english class.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: yes.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: no, but i have before.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: mostly.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: in my bed.

Q:Why did you sleep there?
A: because i'm at school.

Q:When was the last time you cried?
A: last night.

Q:What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: i hope i don't fail my music test.

Q:Rate life as of rite now - one being bad ten being great?
A:i'm going to go with 7.5 i guess.

Q:What do you hear right now?
A: a game on Ellen.

Q:Does anything hurt right now?
A: no.

What's your favorite month?
A: july.

001. Real name? abby.
002. Nick name? abs, abstergail
003. Eye color? blue.
004. Zodiac sign? cancer.
005. Male or female? female.
006. Single? taken.
007. Crushing? in love.
008. Slut? no.
009. Smart? sure.
10. Hair color? dark blonde, light brown ish.
013. Sweats or Jeans? sweats and jeans, depending on what im doing.
014. Phone or Camera? both.
015. Health freak? no.
016. Drink or Smoke? drink.
019. Piercings? 5 in each ear, bellybutton.
020. Tattoos? 3 stars on my hip.
021. Righty or lefty? righty, didnt i already say this?!

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing? ears.
024. First best friend? april.
025. First award? perfect attendance prolly
026. First crush? logan, in preschool
027. First pet? candy the cat that ran away

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating? no, but im hungry and im about to leave to go eat.
050. Drinking? no.
052. I'm about to? go eat breakfast food.
053. Listening to? tv
054. Plans for today? already said this earlier.
055. Waiting for? it to be 5:55 so i can leave to meet the girls at 6.

RELATIONSHIPS:
068. Lips or eyes? eyes.
069. Shorter or taller? taller!!!
072. Romantic or spontaneous? both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms? arms.
074. Sensitive or loud? more sensitive than loud.
075. Hook-up or relationship? relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER :
079. Drank bubbles? no.
080. Lost glasses/contacts? no.
081. Ran away from home? no.
084. Broken someone's heart? yes.
085. Been arrested? no.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Miracles? sure.
091. Love at first sight? no.
093. Santa clause? no
094. Sex on the first date? no.
095. Kiss on the first date? yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? YES.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? im happy.

not in a very good mood.

2007-04-14T05:17:45Z

Starting Time: 12:46 am
Name: Abby
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 1
Eye Color: blue
shoe size: 10
Height: 5'9 or 10

what are you wearing rite now? socks with hearts on them, my 'friday' undies, a wife beater

Where do you live: North Carolina

Best place to go for a date? i don't know, the only places charlie and i go to are like el valle and the penguin
Favorite Number: 14
Favorite Boys Name: i like uncommon ones, but not crazy-strange ones
Favorite Girls Name: can't think of one right now
Favorite Drink: water, cherry kool-aid
Favorite Beer: Bud Light
Favorite Month: July
Favorite Breakfast: waffles

Bungee jumped: nope

Made yourself throw-up?: yes

Broken a bone: no

Played Truth or Dare: Yes

Been in a police car: no

Been on a plane: yes

Came close to dying: no

Been in a sauna: Yes

Been in a hot tub: Yes

Swam in the ocean: Yes

Fallen asleep in school: Yes

Broken someone's heart: prolly so

Cried when someone died: Yes

Cried in school: like once or twice maybe

Fell off your chair: yeah

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes, ugh.

Saved AIM conversation: yes

Saved e-mails: Yes

Been cheated on: prolly

**********What is-****************

whats right beside you: remote, cell phone, water bottle

What is the last thing you ate: el valle

------------------Ever Had- -------------------------------

Chicken pox: Yes

Sore throat: Yes

Stiches: yes

Broken nose: No

-------------------------Do You------------------------------------

Believe in love at first sight: no

Like picnics: never really been on one

Like school: its ok

Like anything: depends?

------------------------Questions----------------------------------------

Who was the last person you called: charlie

Who was the last person you slow danced with: no idea

Who makes you smile: depends

--------------------------Who---------------------------------------------

Did you last yell at: i donno

Last to break your heart: dunno
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Do you like filling these out: it passes some time

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: No

Do you like yourself: most of the time

---------------------Final Questions---------------------------

What are you listening to right now? hilary duff

What did you do today? took the bus to get my car, loaded my car up, came home, ate lunch, laid out for a little bit, played cards, took a shower, went to the softball game, ate el valle, watched the grey's favorites thing from last night

Hate someone in your family? no

What car do you wish to have? i donno

Where do you want to get married? a church

Good driver: most of the time

Good singer: i cannot carry a tune

Diamond or pearl: diamond

Are you oldest child: yes

Indoors or outdoors: depends
----------------------------Today did you------------------------------

1. Talk to someone you like: yep
2. Buy something: no
3. Get sick:no
4. Sing: to myself when noone else was home lol
5. Talked to an ex: no
6. Miss someone: yes

----------------------------Last person who---------------------------

7. Was in your bed: me

8. Saw you cry? i dont know

9. Made you cry?: charlie

10. Went to the movies with: cant remember, prolly lauren

11. You went to the mall with: mom

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16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? No
17. Been to California: No
18. Been to Mexico: yes
19. Been to Canada: No
20. Been to Africa: No

---------------------------Random------------------------------------------

21. Do you have a crush on someone: maybe (that's what charlie's answer was???!)
22. What books are you reading right now: star struck my pamela anderson
23. Best feeling in the world: Love ( charlie's answer, aw)
24. Future kids names: i like Shaw for a boy
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: at home yes
26. What's under your bed: bunch of shit
27. Favorite sport to watch: football
28. Favorite location? beach
29. Piercing/Tattoos: yes
31. What are you most afraid of right now? life in general
32. Who do you really hate?: try not to hate people, just dislike
33. Do you have a job: no
35. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with? yeah
37. Are you lonley right now: no, i just miss charlie and wish i could have seen him tonight, or at least talked to him longer instead of basically listening to him talking about shit for 40 mins!!!!!!
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now? with love- hilary duff
39. Have you ever played strip poker? don't think so
40. Have you ever gotten beat up? by my brother when i was little
--------------------------------Random---------------------------

What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: height

Your Favorite Food: chicken, in general.

Have you ever cried for no reason?: yeah

Hugs or kisses?: kisses

Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn: butter and a little salt

Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? where am i going?

How many pillows do you sleep with? 1 regular pillow. at school i also have a body pillow. and at home i also have a small square one that i sleep with.

Time Finish: 1:00 am

-----41 FACTS-----

TODAY DID YOU
-------------------
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
yes, charlie

2. Learn anything new?
uhm, no i dont think so

3. Talk to an ex?
No

4. Miss someone?
yes

LAST PERSON WHO
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5. Last person who laid in your bed?
Me

6. Made you cry?
charlie

7. You went to the movies with?
maybe lauren

8. Went to the mall with you?
mom

9. You showered with?
myself

10. Made you laugh?
keri maybe

11. Said they loved you?
charlie

12. Gave you there number?
I dont know

13. Drove you in there car?
billy? lol

14. Bought you a drink?
im not sure

15. Kissed you?
charlie

BUNCH OF GENERAL STUFF
------------------------------
16. Favorite location?
beach

17. Tattoo?
3 stars on my hip

18. What are you most scared of at this second?
i donno

19. Where do you want to get married?
in a church somewhere i guess?!

20. Who do you like?
i love charlie

21. Does anyone like you?
charlie does

22. Do you like being around people?
yeah but i like my alone time too

23. Have you ever cried?
umm...duh.

24. Are you lonely right now?
i miss my charlie

25. Song stuck in your head?
redneck woman... some black girl just sang it on the coyote ugly show

26. Been on radio/tv?
nah

27. Nipple piercings?
no!

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yes

30. What color shirt are you wearing right now?
white

31. Name 7 things that you do every day?
1 - sleep
2 - EAT
3 - SHOWER
4 - pee
5 - laugh
6 - TALK ON THE PHONE
7 - miss charlie

32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
none right now, im about to go to bed

33. Are you bored?
Yeah

34. Whats your favorite show?
grey's

35. Who got you to join myspace?
i did it on my own b/c i saw it in a magazine way long time ago!

37. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke?
Yes, dont i always. :(

38. What web site do you visit the most?
Myspace, facebook, hotmail

39. Do you have plants in your room?
no

40. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my back a little

41. Who was the last person to hug you?
keri

-----25 SECRETS-----

1. WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
?

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?
my house

3. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Elizabeth

4. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?
Taken

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
yeah

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
bored and a little pissed off.

7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
i'm not sure

8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?
theyre okay, sometimes better than others.

9. DO YOU THINK "DAVE THE GOOFY PROFESSOR" FROM GOOFYAUCTIONS.COM IS HOT?
NEVER SEEN OR HEARD OF HIM!!

10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
i donno

11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
if i MUST, then a......... hmm.... cheetah?

12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
i dont think so

13. WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THIS FROM?
abby

14. NAME SOMEONE WHO YOU THINK HAS A COOL PIERCING (AND WHAT IT IS)?
i dont know, i like berts snake bites

15. HAVE YOU EVER SUNG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
when i was in elem. school, haha

16. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
height #1

17. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?
tall Mocha Frap

18. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN NIGHT?
boy, have i ever!

19. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?
occasionally

20. DO YOU HAVE BRACES?
no but i did

21. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY?
i sat outside

22. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
A little spanish

23. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?
of course he is.

24. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?
my back

25. WHAT DO YOU WISH FOR?
a couple things.

Spring Break.

2007-03-14T21:43:46Z

This past weekend Charlie and I went to the beach. We took my car, he drove. We went down on Friday. We cam home on Monday. I had a wonderful time. I love being with him, i love speeling beside him. It the most wonderful thing. I just wish it would have been a little more sunny and warm, but we went walking on the beach one day for a long time. I can't wait to go back. ♥
Yesterday it was actually sunny and warm a home so I laid out for a couple of hours. then mom and i went to hte tanning bed today.
i am home for several more days.
Mom and i are road tripping to go shopping tomorrow, that should be fun.

How much have YOU changed in 3 years?

How old were you?
Then: 15
Now: 18

Where did you go to school?
Then: WMHS
Now: AppState

Where did you work?
Then: I worked during the summer that i turned 16
Now: I will prolly have to get a job this summer, ugh.

Where did you live?
Then: Charlotte
Now: Charlotte

Who was your best friend?
Then: Bonnie prolly
Now: Lauren, and Charlie, of course.

What was your hair style:
Then: Short and blonde
Now: Longish and light brown/dark blondeish i guess. its nature.

Did you wear glasses?
Then: No
Now: No

How many tattoos did you have?
Then: None
Now: 1

How many piercings did you have?
Then: shoot i dont remember... maybe 7 or 9.
Now: 11

What was your worst fear?
Then: ?
Now: failure?

You been arrested?:
Then: No
Now: No

Had your heart broken?
Then: Not really
Now: Not really

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter?
Then: Single
Now: TAKEN

1. What does your MySpace quote mean?
It just says "x♥x♥" like xoxo only with hearts for the o's

2. Elaborate on your default photo:
on myspace its a picture i cropped from a drunken night at lauren's apt.
on livejournal it's a picture i took in the bathroom one night

3. Who is the first person on your top 8?
Charlie of course

4. What's your relationship with the people in your top 8?
i only have a top 4, but it's my boyfriend, and 3 good friends

5. What exactly are you wearing?
An app tshirt, gray soft pants

6. What is your current problem?
i dont know

7. What do you love to do most?
Spend time with my Charlie

8. What makes you most happy?
My family, Charlie, my friends

9. Are you musically inclined?
heck no

10. Which shoe goes on first?
usually the right one

11. If you could go back in time, and change something....
i wouldnt have made out with wilber twice. i wouldnt have had sex with travis. i wouldnt have cared so much about what some people thought/said about me.

12. Ever have a near death experience?
i was in a wreck, wouldn't like to get much closer than that.

14. Name an obvious quality you have:
long legs, pretty eyes, nice smile?!

15. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now.
"Money in the bank, shawty what you drank"

16. Any celeb you would marry?
Nick Lachey or Matthew McConaughy

17. Who will cut and paste this first?
I dont know, no one prolly.

18. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
i don't know of anyone

19. Do you have a crush on someone?
my charlie.

20. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
No, but that doesn't mean I haven't considered it.

21. Been in a fight?
Verbal yes

22. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
nah i dont think so..

23. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
height, teeth

24. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
tall mocha frapp

25. Do you have any tattoos?
Yes, one right now, i'm trying to find another one that i like

26. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yes, i used to cut.

27. Say something totally random about you.
i like sex.

28. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
not really

29. How old are you?
18

30. Do you wear a watch?
no, i use clocks or my cell phone

31. Do you have anything pierced?
my belly button, and ears a lot

32. Do you like pain?
I can tolerate it.

33. Do you like redheads?
not really

34. Do you know any twins?
yes

35. Do you have any weird relatives?
Yes!

36. What was the last movie you watched?
completely that i liked and remember... Cars!!

37. What was the last book you read?
trading up, maybe.

38. Did you or do you go to college?
I am a currently

39. What is your favorite pair of pants that you own?
i like my VSpink sweats, or my ae artist jeans

40. What is your favorite day of the week?
Friday

41. Do you like to shop?
oh yes!

42. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
im not sure

43. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card?
Gas

44. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
charlie

45. What is on your desktop background?
a picture i took from my dorn window when it snowed one day

bored before class.

2007-02-20T19:45:43Z

1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
left (i had to draw one to find out haha)

2) can you dive without plugging your nose?
yes

3) What color is your toothbrush?
at school it's white and yellow

5) Who would you want to be tied to you for 24 hours?
charlie?

7) How do you feel about carrots?
tehy are ok sometimes

8) How many chairs at the dining room table do you have?
i dont know 4 i think

9) Which is the best Spice Girl?
baby spice

10) What's the last thing you bought?
a chicken wrap for lunch, other than food... a long sleeve t-shirt from the bookstore

11)Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince theme Song?
most of them yeah

12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
step #1: freak out.

13) What's your favorite kind of gum?
eclipse, the blue pack whatever that is

14) All's fair in love and war; true or false?
ive never really understood that quote.

15) You have a crush on someone?
i love someone.

16) Do you know how to use some words correctly but not know the meaning?
Yeah ha

17) Do you like to sleep?
oh yes!

18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings?
alaska? and...?

19)Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
YESSS theme song of senior year!

20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
no thanks

21) What's something you've always wanted?
i can't think right now

23)Do you know what "Semper Fidelis" stands for?
its somethign about the Marines

24) Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
lake

25) Do you wear a lot of black?
yes

26) Describe your hair?
dark blonde, light brown

30) Do you have a tan?
yes, thank you tanning bed

31) Are you a television addict?
yeah i guess

32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
yes

33) Are you a sugar freak?
no

34) Do you like orange juice?
yes

36) Where do you wish you were right now?
with charlie

37) From whom did you copy this survey?
Abby

38) How do you know him/her?
met her through Meggles

39) Do you want to have children?
yes

40) What are your plans for the weekend?
go home, go to the art store, see charlie

Spoiled

2007-02-08T01:25:06Z

22or less= Ghetto
23-33= Average
34-43= Spoiled
44+ = Upperclass

Check each that applies...do you have:

[x] Mother
[X] Father
[] Sister
[X] Brother
[ ] Nephew
[] Niece
[X] Cell phone
[] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Swimming pool
[ ] Hot tub
[] Guest room
[x] Computer, Laptop, or Desktop
[x] TV in your room
TOTAL: 7

[] Fullsize or bigger bed
[x] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] Sunglasses
[x] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[x] PS2
[] Xbox 360
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP
[X] Gameboy/ Advance
[] Gamecube
[ ] Nintendo Wii
TOTAL: 6

[x] Basketball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[] Fooseball table
[] Trampoline
[ ] Dart Board
[ ] Bumper Pool Table
TOTAL: 1

[x] Nightstand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[x] DVD player in bedroom
[x] Have something from abercrombie and fitch or hollister
[x] ever Shopped at AE
[] Owns a Gucci, Dooney & Burke, LV, coach, ect.
[x] Wear Lacoste.
[x] Parents gave you credit card
TOTAL: 7

[ ] Job
[x] Goes shopping at least once a week
[x] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] AIM
[x] own camera
[ ] Live on the lake/ pond/creek
TOTAL: 4

[] Electric or gas scooter/motorcyle/car
[] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar/ukulele
[] Piano/Keyboard
[] Any other instrument
[] Hammock
[] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the country
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[x] Expensive jewelry
[] Met a celebrity
TOTAL: 2

[x] Straightener/curling iron
[x] Have been to a batting cage
[x] Have $100 on you right now
[x] Credit card or atm card, debit card
[] Been to Europe
[ ] Been to Hawaii
[ ] Been to L.A.
[] Been to Florida
[ ] Been to Las Vegas
[x] Been to the Bahamas
[] Been to South America
TOTAL: 5

[x] Parents have a car
[] Jetski
[ ] Camper/RV
[x] Been to 5+states in the US
[x] 100+ buddies on myspace
[] More Than One House
[ ] Have house boat
TOTAL: 3

[x] Home cooked meal almost every day
[x] Been in a limo
[x] Been in an airplane
[x] Own a camcorder
[x] Own a computer
TOTAL: 5

ALL TOTAL: 40

I've done only 52 out of the 132 stupid things.

2007-02-06T19:19:46Z

Do this and repost it with the title:
I've done --- out of the 132 stupid things.

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped(once, kind of)
() Shoplifted
() Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
() Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 7

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 10

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi(yuck)
() Been Snowboarding
() Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
() Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 11

Level 7
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
() Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 14

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
() Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 18

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 23

Level 10
() Watched The Sun Set
() Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 23

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 27

Level 12
() Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 28

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 30

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
() Witnessed A Crime
() Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 33

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 37

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
() Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 41

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
() Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 44

Level 18
() Written A Letter To Santa Claus
() Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
() Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 45

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 47

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
() Swam With Dolphins..

SO FAR: 49

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
() Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 25

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
() Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 28

Level 24
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
() Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 30

Level 25
() Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 32

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone(my big toe)
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 36

Level 27
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 39

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
() French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 45

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
() Had A Cavity
() Black-Mailed Someone
() Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 47

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 51

Level 32
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Had sex in the rain
() Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode your car/truck/bike until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

total: 52

questions.

2006-03-19T21:19:13Z

[[Before The Media]]

Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?
yes

Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
yes

Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
YES. i missed last week though b/c i was at a show.

Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.?
a few yeah

Do you regularly watch the news?
yes, usually just to see the weather

Are you a Lost fanatic?
no, never seen it

[[Be honest]]

Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
no

Queen?
yes

Alanis Morissette?
yes

Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
no

The Simpsons?
no, i used to

King of the Hill?
used to

[[Admit it]]

Do you read trashy romance novels often?
no

Do you really work out every day?
no like once a week, twice if i'm adventurous lol.

Have you ever eaten chocolate in bed?
yes

Have you ever eaten an entire pint, or more, ice cream by yourself?
no

Have you ever eaten nothing but junk food for a week straight?
no

Do you shower every single morning, no exceptions?
no

Do you ever forget to give an xmas/birthday present & instead keep it for yourself?
yes lol

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car when you're driving alone?
yes

Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?
sometimes

Do you go nights without brushing your teeth?
sometimes if im exhausted

Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were over 12?
yes!

Have you ever looked forward to going to school?
yea

[[The Necessary Love Questions That Aren't So Necessary]]

Have you ever pretended your crush was with you when they really weren't?
uhm... idk, i guess. like daydream.

Did you draw for your first crush back in elementary school/preschool?
idk

Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didnt ask her/him out b/c you were afraid?
yeah

Have you and a (past or present) significant other ever made an 'Our Song'?
no

Have you ever written a poem/story about your lovelife?
yes

An autobiography?
for school

Have u ever listened to a song repeatedly just because it reminded you of your crush?
yeah!

Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your crush?
yea

Do you reread meaningless AIM convos just because theyre with your crush?
yea

Have you ever reconsidered liking someone because of their appearance?
no

Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance?
no

[[The Questions You Love: Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones]]

Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?
no

Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
yeah

Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
no, except school everyday. lol. =x

Have you ever owned a Klutz book or kit?
yes!

Do you know how to knit?
no

Do you have a cellphone or iPod with a patterened cover?
no

Have you ever written song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile?
yes

Do you keep a diary or journal (online or on paper)?
yes

Do you own a striped sweater?
no

How often do you take a bubble bath?
hardly ever

When you open your closet, what is the dominant color of your clothes?
blue?

[[Truly Unusual This or That Questions]]

Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
coldstone i guess

Sees or Godiva?
Godiva

The Shins or the Decemberists?
idk

America or Canada?
America!

Physics or chemistry?
neither

Earphones or headphones?
earphones

Chocolate brown or teal?
teal

Earrings or a ring?
earrings

Commitment or casual dating?
commitment or casual dating.

Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?
neither

Fly or road trip??
Fly. but road trips can be fun.

Starbucks or Petes?
wtf is petes. Starbucks.

[[Another Wave of Random Questions]]

What is your favorite Disney movie?
The Lion King

How much jewelry do you own?
idk.

What year do you graduate high school in?
2006

Have you memorized the rejection hotline, just in case?
what?

Have you ever given someone the rejection hotline as your number?
No

Have you ever bought clothes at Sears?
i dont think so

Do you own any Care Bears memorabilia?
yes

Do you have a quilt on your bed?
dinosaur comfortor

puncazzbytch @ 2006-03-02T17:46:00

2006-03-02T22:46:56Z

puncazzbytch @ 2006-02-23T20:47:00

2006-02-23T21:05:11Z

mark a number next to every things you have done starting with number 1. then at the end put the number you end with over 158. fun huh?

[1] I have eaten more than 5 meals a day.
[2] I have read a lot of books.
[] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[3] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[] I have been to Canada.

[] I have been to Europe.
[4] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[5] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[6] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[] I have been snowboarding/skiing.

[7] I have played ping pong.
[8] swam in the ocean.
[] I have been on a whale watch.
[9] I have seen fireworks.

[10] I have seen a shooting star
[] I have seen a meteor shower.
[11] I have almost drowned.
[12] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear
[13] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again.
[14] I have had stitches.
[15] I have been on the honor roll.
[] I have had frostbite.
[] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there
[16] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[] I currently have a job.
[17] I have been ice skating.
[18] I have been rollerblading.
[19] I have fallen flat on my face.

[20] I have tripped over my own feet.
[] I have been in a fist fight.
[21] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[22] I have watched the Power Rangers.

[] I do attend Church regularly.
[23] I have played truth or dare.
[24] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[25] i have already had my 17th birthday.
[26] I've lost weight since one year ago.

[27] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[28] I've been in a verbal argument.
[29] I've cried in school.
[] I've played basketball on a team.

[] I've played baseball on a team.
[] I've played football on a team.
[] i've played soccer on a team.
[30] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[] I've played softball on a team.
[] I've played volleyball on a team.

[] I've played tennis on a team.
[] I've been on a track team.
[31] I've been swimming more than 200 times in my life.
[] I've bungee jumped.

[32] I've climbed a rock wall.
[33] I've lost more than $20.
[34] I've called myself an idiot.
[35] I've called someone else an idiot.
[36] I've cried myself to sleep.
[37] I've had (or have) pets.

[] I've owned a spice girls cd.
[38] I've owned a britney spears cd.
[39] I've owned an N*Sync cd.
[40] I've owned a backstreet boys cd.

[41] I've mooned someone.
[42] I've sworn at someone in authority.
[43] I've been in the newspaper.
[44] I've been on TV.

[] I've been to Hawaii.
[45] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[] I've watched all of the Harry Potter movies.

[] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[46] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[47] I've watched "Newly weds" Nick & Jessica.
[48] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[] I've been stuffed into a locker.

[49]I've been called a geek.
[50] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[51] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it

[] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[52] I've written poetry.
[] I've been arrested.

[53] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[54] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[55] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[56] I've had/have siblings.
[57] I've been to a rock concert.

[58] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[59] I've been in a play.
[60] I've been picked last in gym class.
[61] I've been picked first in gym class.
[62] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

[63] I've cried in front of my friends.
[] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[] I've played Halo 2.
[64] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[] I've been to Alaska.

[] I've been to China.
[] I've been to Spain.
[] I've been to Japan.
[65]I've had a fight with someone on AIM.
[66] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[67] I've had serious conversations on any IM.

[68] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[69] I've been forgiven.
[70] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[71]I've cried at a chick flick.

[72] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[73] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[] I've been to a rap concert.

[] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[74] I've driven on the highway
[] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day
[75] I've been in a car accident

[76] I've done drugs.
[77] I've been homesick.
[78] I've thrown up
[] I've puked all over someone.
[] I've been horseback riding.

[79] I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.
[80] I've spoken my mind in public.
[81] I've proved someone wrong
[82] I've been proved wrong by someone.
[] I've broken a leg.

[] I've broken an arm.
[83] I've fallen off a swing.
[84] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight.
[85] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[86] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.

[] i've lost my backpack.
[87] I've come close to dying.
[] I've seen someone die.
[88] I've known someone who has died.
[89] i've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.

[] I've done modeling.
[90] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[91] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[92]I've realized how good my life is.
[93]I've counted my blessings.

[94] I've made fun of a classmate.
[95] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[96] I've asked someone on a date and been turned down.

[97] i've slapped someone in the face.
[98] I've been skateboarding.
[99] i've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[100] You gave them a second chance and they did it again
[101] i've lied to someone to their face.
[102] i've told a little white lie.

[103] i've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[] I've fainted.
[104] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[105]I've pushed someone into a pool.
[106] I've been pushed into a pool

[107]I've had sex
[108]I've had sex in a car.
[]I've had anal sex.
[109]I've performed oral sex
[110]I've recieved oral sex
[111]I've kissed someone of the same sex.
[112]I've had sex when drunk

furthermore,

2006-02-17T03:29:31Z

I've talked to Charlie a couple times since my last entry today.
My parents are leaving to go to the beach tomorrow afternoon, coming home Sunday.
This couldn't happen at a worse time.
Charlie and I could totally spend sooo much time together this weekend if he weren't going camping. Damn him for that. lol.
I went to Walmart a little bit ago with Meg & Ab1. I bout got kicked out for pillow swimming. It was worth it though. [ bah ahahaha ha.].
And Charlie was waiting on Brain and then they were going to Walmart. Ugh Our timing sucks a little bit. I would have turned around and met them there as well, but Charlie didn't know how long it would take Brian and stuff. Bleh.
I'm still kind of keepin a small piece of hope that I'll get to see Him tomorrow after school before he leaves to go ot the mountains. We'll see.
TGTIF? I'm probably not going ot be working too hard tomorrow, by my choice.
Penguin & fun w/ Meg, Ab1, Josh, & Daniel. Most likely. Hopefully I'll have fun and not be too emo?!.

puncazzbytch @ 2006-02-13T17:12:00

2006-02-13T22:11:22Z

adopt your own negro!

puncazzbytch @ 2006-02-05T14:01:00

2006-02-05T19:05:40Z

[x] people ask why i smile so much
[x] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] during the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[] the only reason i go to school is for the boys!
[]my favorite toy as a child were barbies and dolls
[] my favorite color is pink or purple
[x] when i was young i danced ballet
[x] i looove skirts!
[] hollister is my favorite place to shop
[x] tight jeans
[x] i love chocolate
[x] i've never had a real job
[x] my hair is straightened or scrunched and worn down like every day
[] i am on AIM atleast 5 hours a day
[x] i have at least 8 myspace pictures
[x] i usually go shopping once a week
[] i love to hang out at the mall with friends
[x] i have a real diamond ring or diamond earrings
[x] i've had at least 10 guy-friends
[x] i've gone to a tanning salon
[x] i go to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[x] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach religiously
[x] i flirt.
[] i change my icon weekly
[]would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me
[]i wear eye liner, mascara, or cover up
[x] i've been or am on a diet
[x] bathing suits are adorable!
[ ] i dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat
[x] big sunglasses are hott
[x] i have gotten my nails done
[x] i own over 10 purses
[] MTV is my favorite channel
[] all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys, boys and more boys
[x] i love to have other girls do my hair and make-up
[]i dont understand how people can like Fall Out Boy, From First to Last, System of a down, and all of those other sucky bands!
[X] i love to give and recieve hugs
[x] i hate bugs
[x] carnivals are very fun
[x] summer is THE best season
[x] i am self-concious
[] i cry often
[x] i dont do sports
[] i HATE to run
[x]i squeal when i am suprised or angry
[] i dance allll the time
[]i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[x] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[] preps are the best guys : )
[]love to get dressed up
[x]every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[x] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[x] love buying extemely expensive things
[] i apply lip gloss 200 times a day
[x] i wish i was a model
[] i wish i could meet Paris Hilton
[x] i have been something that was semi slutty on halloween
[] i own Uggs
[] Hip Hop is the best music
[x] i pop my collar
[x] i like to be the center of attention
[] guys with mohawks are crazy - its not cute.
[x] horses are beautiful but i would never ride one
[x] i'd rather not pay attention in school - i'd rather talk
[] i've gotten detention for talking
[] cats and dogs are adorable
[x] tall, dark and handsome are the only guys i look for
[] Old Navy is like a K-Mart
[] i write poems or my own music
[x] i love it when a guy wears good smelling cologne
[x] i can get very jealous
[x] i would love to visit Hawaii
[] Valentines day is so cute! and its definately not just a way to make money!
[]white is better then black
[] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[] i hate the grunge look of a beard - must be clean cut
[] i like to read gossip magazines
[x] i love to gossip!
[] my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other
[x] old ladies are adorable
[x] i LOVE kids!!!!!!!!!!!!
[] i'm all about being vegitarian
[] i refuse to eat at McDonalds
[x] i check my myspace everyday
[]i LOVE life!
[x] i have a lot of jewlery!
[x] claires has cheap jewlery!
[] my screen names have x's in them
[] either one of my myspace names has <3's in them
[] i love doing yoga
[] i love dancing
[x] i love cheering
You're done! now count up your x's and put that as your title as --% girly!! <33

bad case of the tuesdays.

2006-01-24T22:06:56Z

didn't feel 100% nor did i feel like going to 1st & 2nd blocks today, so i slept in.
lauren texted me twice.
woke up at 9:30.
got to school at about 10:30, time for 3rd block.
didn't much leadership, mostly goofed off & drew faces on styrofoam plates.
then math we did stuff with car mags.

haven't seen Charlie since Friday night. i had fun with him for the little bit that i saw him that night though. apparently i can pass for being 21 at the Valle now. hee hee.
haven't talked to him on the phone since Sunday night during the 3rd quarter of the playoff game.
i called him last night at 9:30 & he didn't answer so i left him a message b/c i was going to bed.
he texted me after i went to sleep. [11:17 pm]
"sup baby, just wanted 2 say goodnite. got home a lil earlier from fixin kaylee's cpu, took longer than i thought. call ya 2morrow though, luv ya!"
loveee him. =]
he left me a myspace comment yesterday, saying that he had fun with me the other night & stuff.
i left him a myspace comment a little bit ago with a picture of us from Friday night and a smiley face. that is all.

bleh.

2006-01-11T19:56:44Z

Bumm day! I wore my Paper Skyscraper tee and the Lucky jeans that i wore yesterday [i'm so white trash. lol.] & my Rainbows. [Eff the rules, i do what i want.]
It was rainy today. Bleh.
Interior Design exam was easy. Finished in like 25 mins. 100 questions. The whole class cheated, stupid teacher left the answer key in the room when she went to make copies and so this black girl stood at the back of the room and dictated them to everyone. It was about half of the test. I knew the stuff though, mostly, becuase i had studied the other day when i thought the test would be yesterday. I tried to sleep when i was done, since i couldn't leave, but i couldn't. So i read some of my book Gangsta Rap. [It's actually not bad. It's about some black kids in England and stuff.] Then when everyone was done Lauren & i talked to Kaylie & we read stuff on the computer from some girl that she hates & stuff.
Lauren & I decided to go to Bojangles after exams. Bird, KP, & gay Courtney showed up after we had already started eating, & Bird was being a bitch. Eff that. I cannot be bothered. Then we left & i took Lauren to her gmas house and i came home. I laid down in the long room on the couch with the tv on and read for a little bit. Then Charlie called me back [b/c i had called him when i got out of school, so he called back like and hour after i had called him and left a message]. We talked for a few mins then i feel asleep for about an hour.
I worked on my artwork a little bit after i woke up. I need a few more finished pieces for evaluation/exam/crap tomorrow. So i have like 3 finished ones with me and one that i know what i'm gonna do to finish it, basically.
I am so sad today. I don't really know why, the weather is slightly contributing, but mostly i just feel sad. Lonely. Emo. Bleh. I need some atteniton from my Gooch. I havn't seen him since New Year's Day. I miss him. I mean i know i've talked to him basically everyday or 2 since then, but I need some physical contact. =[ missss himmmm.
Tacos for supper! Excited about that. <3 food. [that's why i'm a fatty].

puncazzbytch @ 2006-01-10T15:40:00

2006-01-10T20:41:22Z

bad day, just got better. =]

i question

2006-01-06T02:44:27Z

lately i've been thinking i may quite possibly be agnostic?!. my beliefs are changing so much. liek i am just realizing how i feel and think about things that have to do with religion and the afterlife and stuff. and it really does kind of worry me, but i don't believe liek i used to. ...humm...

You fit in with:
Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

40% spiritual.
40% reason-oriented.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

i question

2006-01-06T02:44:05Z

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

&my artwork.

2006-01-04T01:33:45Z

unfinished

MORE SOON! =)
comment if you'd like.
i have a couple more finished pieces and several unfinished ones. i'll have to try to get those up later.

i woke up at 7 for this?!.

2005-12-17T13:27:21Z

*last night i was watching the game, GO ASU!!! & i was drinkin a lil bit, & i fell asleep before the game went off. But we won 21-16. yessss. DIV I-AA Champs, beeches!
*jeff called me last night. we talked for a few. then later he texted me and said 'fuck APP state' so i said 'Ahhh fuck you! Gurrr.' then wayyy later while i was sleep for the 2nd time he said 'App os still garbage' so this morning at 8 i was like 'I love me some ASU!!! Oh & you too, i guess lol'
-is it bad of me to be actin like this toward him, hopefully he doesn't think i'm leading him on or w/e. because i don't want to go through that with him AGAIN.
*this mornin i woke up at 7 to wash my hair & such to go do that thing for key club, & my hair is wet & i'm leaning over the bathtub & Meg calls & says she's not going, so i'm not going! so now i'm awake and it's about 8:19 and i'm waiting on time to pass so that we can go to Copal's and eat b/c ive never eaten there before and Meg says it's good.
*no telling what i'll get into tonight. prolly noting gah. like everyone is always like let's do something this weekend blah blah, and never calls. like wtf.
*i want to go the mall this afternoon and get me some tennashoes for Christmas. I want some Nikes that are like black and white and silver or gray. I want some guy's tennashoes, b/c i tend to like them a better than the women's.

poem

2005-12-09T23:00:58Z

poem from a longgg time ago, that i still find relevant.

I'm all alone, behind shadows, behind people, behind hope, love and fear. My emotions running forever. I'm tired of hiding, I'm tired of hurting. I've been falling forever. I can't seem to find any ground.This place I am in seems so familiar. I am here to often. It's become a living hell, my misery, my home. I have been walking this hall looking for a door, a door leading back to what I once knew, what I once had, what I once was and what I once loved. You got out but you left me here. I can't let go, I won't let go. This living hell, this misery, my home. It's all I know.

62/100

2005-12-09T20:56:08Z

Count all the ones you have done & repost with "__/100."

'X' the ones that you have done.

[X] 01. smoked a cigarette.

[ ] 02. smoked a cigar.

[X] 03. Kissed a member of the same sex.

[ ] 04. crashed a friend's car.

[ ] 05. stolen a car.

[X] 06. been in love. in the past, slightly lingering

[X] 07. been dumped. well not really, but it was ended without words

[X] 08. shoplifted.

[ ] 09. been fired.

[ ] 10. been in a fist fight.

[ ] 11. snuck out of your house.

[X] 12. had feelings for someone who didnt have them back.

[ ] 13. been arrested.

[ ] 14. made out with a stranger.

[ ] 15. gone on a blind date.

[X] 16. lied to a friend.

[XXX] 17. had a crush on a teacher. TD,McC,Myers,Z,etc.etc.

[X] 18. skipped school.

[ ] 19. slept with a co-worker.

[ ] 20. seen someone die.

[X] 21. been on a plane.

[ ] 22. thrown up in a bar.

[X] 23. taken painkillers.

[X] 24. love someone or miss someone right now.

[X] 25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by.

[X] 26. made a snow angel

[X] 27. played dress up.

[X] 28. cheated while playing a game.

[XX] 29. been lonely.

[X] 30. fallen asleep at work/school.

[ ] 31. used a fake id.

[ ] 32. felt an earthquake.

[X] 33. touched a snake.

[X] 34. ran a red light.

[ ] 35. been suspended from school.

[ ] 36. had detention.

[X] 37. been in a car accident.

[X] 38. hated the way you look.

[X] 39. witnessed a crime.

[X] 40. pole danced

[X] 41. been lost.

[ ] 42. been to the opposite side of the country.

[X] 43. felt like dying.

[X] 44. cried yourself to sleep.

[X] 45. played cops & robbers.

[X] 46. sang karaoke.

[XXX] 47. done something you told yourself you wouldn't.

[X] 48. laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose.

[xX] 49. caught a snowflake on your tongue.

[ ] 50. kissed in the rain.

[X] 51. sang in the shower.

[ ] 52. made love in a park.

[X] 53. had a dream that you married someone.

[X] 54. glued your hand to something.

[ ] 55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole.

[X] 56. worn the opposite sex's clothes.

[X] 57. been an asshole

[X] 58. sat on a roof top.

[X] 59. didn't take a shower for a week

[ ] 60. too scared to watch scary movies alone.

[ ] 61. played chicken.

[X] 62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on.

[X] 63. been told you're hot by a complete stranger.

[X] 64. broken a bone. well i cracked a foot bone jumping off a porch when i was younger, i had a cast, that counts

[XXX] 65. been easily amused.

[XX] 66. laugh so hard you cry.

[X] 67. mooned/flashed someone.

[XX] 68. cheated on a test.

[X] 69. forgotten someone's name.

[XXXXXX] 70. slept. durrr.

[X] 71. gone skinny dipping in a pool or streaking.

[ ] 72. been kicked out of your house.

[ ] 73. blacked out from drinking.

[X] 74. played a prank on someone.

[X] 75. gone to a late night movie.

[ ] 76. made love to anything not human. eww lol.

[ ] 77. failed a class/classes.

[X] 78. choked on something you're not supposed to eat.

[ ] 79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours.

[ ] 80. cheated on a gf/bf.

[ ] 81. ate a whole package of oreos.

[X] 82. thrown strange objects.

[X] 83. been felt up.

[X] 84. thought about running away.

[ ] 85. ran away.

[X]86. spent an entire night watching disney movies

[ ] 87. had detention and did not attend it.

[X] 88. yelled at parents.

[ ] 89. made parents cry.

[XX] 90. cried over someone.

[X] 91. owned more than 5 sharpies.

[X] 92. dated more than 1 person at once. kind of. i wasn't like anyone's girlfriend but i hooked up with more than one guy during the game time period. same day even.

[ ] 93. have a dog

[X] 94. have -had- a cat. i dont like cats, but i had one when i was little and it ran away. lol. wtf

[ ] 95. own an instrument.

[ ] 96. been in a band

[ ] 97. had more than 25 sodas in one day.

[X] 98. broken a cd.

[ ] 99. shot a gun.

[ ] 100. been on myspace for more than 5 hours

sup mondays?!.

2005-11-15T00:05:27Z

today was pretty good.
wore my new black App shirt & loved it. lol.
uhm, 1st block wasn't too terrible but we had to switch seats for the week {which ends up making no sense}. went to see camburn for a lil bit. drew some lines and scribbled some notes down. wtfever. lol.
2nd wasnt too bad. sat and wrote a few lil answer & listened.
3rd leadership hooray. fun madness w/ girlies & actually accomplished things.
4th might as well not have been there. lol.

tomorrow will prolly suck.
meg better effin be there or imma haul off on her. gurr. i can't stand another A-day alone w/ the bitches in art & such. && def. not lookin forward to math tomorrow. ekk. hopefully the guys will be there, if not, def. wrist slittage a lil bit.
will probably rain. am not pleased with rainy weather. makes whole day like shit.

bored. filly outty.

2005-11-12T17:40:09Z

1. What is your middle name?
-elizabeth

2. Last person you kissed?
-uhm like kiss kissed... matt i think.

3. What are you listening to right now?
-side to side

4. Last two digits of your phone?
-89

5. Last thing you ate?
-peanut butter crackers and chocolate stuff.

6. Last person you hugged?
-uhm... idk.

7. How is the weather right now?
-sunny but cold

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-lauren

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
-over all appearance

10. Favorite type of Food?
-uhm fast. lol.

11. Do you drink?
-when i can/want

12. Do you smoke?
-not really. i only smoke when i drink, but not everytime i drink. smoking is bad for you. lol.

13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did?
-yea, but i wouldn;t really rememebr would i?

14. Hair color?
-light brown blonde and dark brown

15. Eye color?
-blue

16. Do you wear contacts?
-no

17. Favorite Holiday?
-christmas

18.Whens your Birthday?
-july 14

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
-yes

20. Last Movie you Watched?
-uhm... ninja turtles... no saw ii. i think. or se7en. idk.

21.Last time you were at work?
-i dont have a job

22. Last time you were out of state?
-over the summer to myrtle beach

23. last time you went bowling?
-in like june

24.something unusual about you?
-i can flip my bottom eyelids under without touching them or anything

25. favorite breakfast food?
-cherrios

26. Favorite color?
-gray. but i like a lot of other ones, depending on my mood.

27. what are you afraid of?
-blah...

28. If you could take a trip anywhere where would it be?
-the bahamas... in july here i come niggs.

29. What books are you reading?
-bridget jones diary

30. Piercings?
-12

31. Favorite movie?
-too many

32. Favorite basketball team?
-i dont like basketball

33. What were you doing before you filled this out?
-changing my myspace stuff around

34. Any pets?
-fish named fish

35. AIM?
-yes gogetpierced

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
-butter

37. Dogs or cats?
-dogs

38. Favorite Flower?
-idk

39. Have you ever been caught doing something you werent supposed to do?
-yes, i basically got caught having sex, i was caught naked. so sure. lol. but it was just by my friends.

40. Are you single or taken?
-single. gurr.

41.Have you ever loved someone?
-yes.

42. Who would you like to see right now?
-matt. &or jeff.

43. Are you still friends with your exes?
-uhm... sure, i guess so.

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
-nope

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
-yea

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
-right

47. If you can be with someone right now, who would it be?
-uhm... prolly travis bc i have fun when im with him, or stephen and logan, or idk.

48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
-2 but there are liek 85749874 on my bed.

49. Are you missing someone?
-yes

50. Do you have a Tattoo?
-not until july

51. Do you still watch cartoons on saturday mornings?
-if im awake, yeah.

100 ways to be hXc...

2005-11-12T04:25:38Z

1 ) Be tough at all times.

2) Never cheer after a show, only clap.

3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way.

4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire.

5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them.

6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See Rule 5 on how to see said tattoo more clearly.

7) Wear your hoody in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough.

8) Don't admit you listen to heavy metal.

9) (Exception to rule 8) Only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts.

10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends.

11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town.

12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Example Screamcore, emocore, Screamocore, mathcore, or Medio-core.

13) Remember, it's fun to punch and kick kung fu style.

14) Keep it in the do-jo.

15) Real hardcore fans are called kids.

16) Complain how hardcore bands are playing with metal bands at all costs!

17) Have your own zine, website, production company or be in a band. Claim you are friends with the singer from Shai Hulud.

18) Tell people you work in the music industry.

19) More Ankles people!

20) Embrace everybody in the scene except for those people who are not you.

21) Refer to bands as old school or new school then act tough again.

22) Pretend that you get Dillinger Escape plan.

23) Shop at second hand stores and then go buy expensive shoes.

24) Beat people up and then go to bible study class.

25) ~~Smoking and drinking and having sex before marriage is too trendy.~~ Real hardcore tough guys abstain.

26) Whatever you do, don't let the singer on stage ever sing in the mic. Make sure you grab it from him and sing in it yourself, after all, you do a better job singing then him. It's a wonder they didn't put you on the album.

27) Start your own hardcore band.

28) Have your logo resemble some random 80's product for nostalgia.

29) Talk about the scene any chance you get. Say as many obscure hardcore bands from NJ as possible.

30) If you are shy start an emo band so you don't have to look at the audience.

31) People who know more bands than you are better than you.

32) Add the Letter X before and after important words. i.e. XhardcorekidX XmoshfuckX

33) Never say "Did you hear the new Strung Out?" Unless you are attempting to be funny in which case stop it because hardcore kids are tough not funny.

34) It's merch not Merchandise.

35) Hardcore girls must wear head bands at all times.

36) Stretch your ears out to look more intimidating.

37) The bigger you stretch you ears out the more hardcore you are.

38) Your ear should be stretched out enough to accommodate a block of wood, a hubcap or a penis.

39) People in the front row are best used as a ladder/staircase to reach your goal... steal the mic away from the singer.

40) When people ask you if you like a band always say "I only like the old stuff" or "I haven't really gotten into the new stuff."

41) Buy all of that bands merch.

42) Wear your new merch at the next hardcore show.

43) Repeat steps 41 and 42.

44) If you have to wear glasses make sure they are thick, black framed ones.

45.) Don't tell anybody but make sure you try on your new vintage clothes and stud belt before heading out to see Poison the well.

46) Never admit you don't like Hatebreed and go see them live 12 times a year.

47) Complain that they are playing with Slayer but don't admit you actually like Slayer.

48) Complain at all costs.

49) Tag team hardcore dancing is cool.

50) Real hardcore kids are really struggling photographers.

51) You don't go to hardcore concerts, you go to hardcore shows. BIG difference.

52) Name your hardcore dance moves things like "The mother fuck" or "kick that guys ass move" or better yet... stay home and cry.

53) Protect your body from swinging limbs by sacrificing your two arms.

54) Scream about love.

55) All age venues are important so you are not tempted to drink.

56) Claim you know a guy who knows a guy whose best friend was standing next to the guy who got his ass kicked during Converge. Bash the hardcore scene and then go see The Get Up Kids.

57) Anytime somebody mentions a band always say you know somebody in the band.

58) Wear your pins with honour! Shai Hulud, American Nightmare, Minor Threat and the purple heart of valour.

59) Velcro shoes are cool.

60) Don't admit that you have a crush on the singer from Walls of Jericho. If somebody asks, say you respect her as a musician only.

61) Your band name should contain one of the following words: Blood, Murder, Kill, Victim and Butterfly.

62) Print your band name as if it was on a bad printing press. Actual graphics are for posers.

63) Sleep on a portrait painted prettier then everyone.

64) 100 bands from around the world to play in your city. All of them are the world's best hardcore bands. Every label represented, every hardcore genre present. The venue is the best all-ages venue in the world. Tickets are $1.00. It is your job to go around saying the festival should be free.

65) Record producers must make sure to pump the mid because mid is tough.

66) Re-issue your demos after every album.

67) When the band starts playing everybody join hands and make a big circle so we can watch the big kids play.

68) Crying on stage makes you a professional.

69) Complain some more.

70) Album covers must be made at home on Photoshop by your good friend.

71) If you are from New York NEVER smile in a promo pic. In fact always try to cross your arms and look into the camera as if you are going to beat up whom ever is looking.

72) If you are from New Jersey NEVER smile in a promo pic either. In fact try to look like you just lost your girl friend to the hardcore band from New York.

73) Never admit that Emo is Country music lyrics mixed with pop rock riffs and marketed by 17 year olds trying to make their friend be the next Dashboard Confessional.

74) American Idol is your worst enemy. (But you voted for Ruben)

75) You can get away with glitter on your face as long as your stretched ear plugs are clear.

76) Fuck beer, Got breast milk?

77) Bandanas are cool.

78) Bandanas with big X on them are cooler.

79) Bandanas with big X on them were cool last week you poser.

80) Your best friend is a guy named XattackX from Jersey who you chat with on MSN everyday. He is coming to see you one day. Really.

81) Chunky breakdowns in your songs are original and you should continue to do them despite every other band doing them which is clearly a rip off of your band.

82) Judge other bands and always compare them to the socio-cultural effects of the band Integrity.

83) Look up Socio-cultural in the dictionary and then get offended.

84) Blink 182 is the real reason you are still alive.

85) Describe your group of friends as "the scene" and then watch bootlegs of last weeks.

86) Obey the laws of the hardcore scene or forever be banished from the circle.

87) When somebody asks you what is hardcore respond with "I am hardcore" then punch somebody in the face for looking at you wrong.

88) Keep punching.

89) Kick a little too.

90) Punch.

91) Add a threat about their mother for good measure.

92) Pretend you are won the fight then pickup your dismembered left arm.

93) You are wearing the same thing as the 40-year old gas pump attendant but for some strange mystical reason you are cooler than he is.

94) Start a "gang".

95) Did you stop acting tough? I saw you hug that teddy bear.

96) Pierce your tits and tattoo your body.

97) Straight bangs means straight-edge.

98) Being vegan means you can't swallow sperm.

99) When in doubt Mock everything.

100) Take everything personally.

puncazzbytch @ 2005-11-11T20:33:00

2005-11-12T02:33:51Z

In the last 24 Hours have you...

1. Had sex: no, unfortunately i havn't in over 4 months

2. Bought something: yes.

3. Gotten sick: no

4. Sang: yeah.

5. Been kissed: no =(

6. Ate something: yes

7. Felt stupid: not really, well yes i have i take that back.

8. Talked to an ex: nope!! pshh.

9. Missed someone: yes
___________________________________________________

Last person who....

1. Slept in your bed: me

2. Saw you cry: uhm... idk.

3. Made you cry: that bitch in the office.

4. Went to the movies with: lauren

5. You went to the mall with: momma
________________________________________________

Have You Ever...

1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yes

2. Got in a fight with your pet: no, i fuss with my fish sometimes though b/c shes got ADHD i think!.

3. Been to California: no, i wish.

4. Been to Mexico: yes

6. Been to Jamaica: no

7. Been to Europe: no
____________________________________________________

Random.....

1. Do you have a crush on someone: uhm, a little bit, noone like exteremly though.

2. What book are you reading now: nothing right now. too busy & stuff.

3. Worst feeling in the world: idk there are a lot of bad feelings that i have felt.

4. Future KIDS names: kyler, jackson, memphis is cute, sophie is kidna cute, idk. i like uncommon names.

5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: there are some on the bed but i don't cuddle with them or anything b/c most of htem are from ex-friends, so poo on those. ugh.

6. What's under your bed: a buncha stuff, art supplies and such.

7. Favorite sports to watch: football and baseball

8. Location: my house

9. Piercing/Tattoos: 11 in my ears & a bellybutton. when i turn 18 ill be all effed though. haha, prolly.

10. Do you drink: yes i just finished al itle bottle of absolut mandrin & lemonade.

11. What are you most scared of right now: idk.

12.Where do you want to get married: it doesnt really matter too much as long as i'm in love & stuff.

13. Who do you really hate: ohh i could name drop like hell right now but i'm not going to. at one time they were my friends. pshhh, friends shemds.

14. Do you have a job: heck no.

15. Do you like being around people: depends

16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: sure

17. Have you ever cried: yes, no shit.

18. Are you lonely right now: yes

19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: panic! at the disco. idk the name of it but it talkes about "...wet dream for the webzine, make us it, make us hip, make us scene..."

21. Played strip poker: no

22. Gotten beaten up: no

23. Done an all-nighter: Yes

24. Been on radio/TV: uhm...

25. Been in a mosh-pit: no, i think it would be fun though.

26. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: idk

27. Was this worth your time: idk

28. What is on your mind as of the moment?: what am i gonna do now?!.